Modern Day Pinay

I don’t consider myself a Modern Day Pinay (whatever that means) but I don’t wait for what comes to me in my dreams. I’ve been wooed and pursued by men and boys alike that I know when a man is a man and when a man (despite having the libido) has the mind of an adolescent. Miguel is definitely a man. And when it comes to the art of seduction unquestionably he knows his way. Magaling manukso. Hindi naman talaga kami talo dahil magkabarkada at magkatrabaho na kami sa simula pa lang. Matagal na kaming magkakilala. I was still with my 1st boyfriend. Siya naman naalalala ko pinag-aawayan pa siya ng 2 girlfriends niya nung time na yun. (Hehehehe…) Kung hindi ba naman matulis din. But he is definitely a looker – a hottie with his height (almost 6 feet tall) and tisoy features. Geeky yet yummy (yeah baby my kinda guy!). Yun nga lang wala akong “pagnanasa” sa kanya… unang-una type ko dark and ruggedly yum yum maybe with a full day’s growth of beard.

Pangalawa, parang kuya na ang tingin ko sa kanya since we have a 6 year gap. Eh mas matanda pa nga siya sa kuya ko. But I guess the feeling’s mutual. I never saw him throw me a look similar to those secret lustful glances I usually get. Kung meron man siyang “lihim na pagnanasa” towards me… he surely knows how to keep it a secret.

It happened almost a year after a relationship disaster with my ex-fiancé. (Hindi na ito yung una kong BF.) That was the who-gives-a-f**k-I-just-wanna-live-my-life time part of my life. Ibig ko bang sabihin OK na ako wala na akong paki kay ex-BF but I was still hurting I just have to do what I want and move on. My nights were spent partying and flirting with the cutest among those who shamelessly flirt with me. Several times that I entertained the notion of hooking up in bed with those I find interesting enough. Kaya lang parating yung pagiging kissing bandit lang ang kinakaya ng powers ko. Either that or I was still in love with my ex or these other guys aren’t just worth my time.

Miguel on the other hand, was also in a similar situation. This time, isa na lang dun sa 2 gfs niya ang natira and she’s giving him a hell of a life. Fact is, she was having an affair with his brother’s boss behind his back. Anyhow, fate has led me to spend 3 nites and 4 days with Miguel in Bangkok. Business-related. Fine. Pero bago mangyari yun, 2 days before that date, may ginawa muna kaming project sa Manila. We were provided a suite in a hotel where we can work. Tatlo kaming magka-trabaho. 2 boys at ako lang ang babae. Ok lang naman kase matagal na kaming magkakasama sa trabaho at magkakabarkada. I never thought one thing could lead to another…

Yung isa naming kasama, si Roy, madalas na wala naman at busy sa kakatawag sa telepono sa girlfriend nya. Tuloy halos kaming dalawa lang ni Miguel ang magkasama parate – sa trabaho, sa pagkain, pati panonood ng TV. Pero medyo may kakaiba na akong nararamdaman sa kanya. He was sending me a kinda body language na talagang medyo bago. Little thoughtful gestures that just wasn’t there before, at times holding my hands a little longer than necessary. I guess that whole day he was seducing me… subtle and slow yet deliberate. Pero enjoy naman talaga ako sa company nya. Siguro pareho lang kaming nag-enjoy ng husto ng magkasama. Yung malayo sa mga pampagulo ng isip. Like heartaches. We share a mutual respect for each other as friends and colleagues that for years our relationship never went beyond friendship until that day.

Nang gabing yun syempre pagod na kami sa trabaho. Nag-shower na ako kase ang init sa Maynila. I was wearing a shirt and jogging pants. No undies… matutulog na e tsaka patay na naman ang ilaw. Besides I only have cup A’s so it’s not really a problem to hide my boobies. Short trip from the bathroom to my bed in a corner. There were 2 beds and an extra mattress. Roy took the other bed. Si Miguel naman dun siya sa requested extra mattress.

Sarap na ng tulog ko ng may maramdaman na lang akong yumakap sa akin mula sa likod at pahimas na humawak sa boobies ko. Alam ko agad na si Miguel at hindi si Roy. Napabuntunghininga na lang ako sa ginagawa nya na pinabayaan ko lang. Dahan-dahan lang siya sa simula at kinapa ang nips ko na tumayo na sa ginagawa nya. Pinisil-pisil nya yun at maya-maya pa ay palamas na ang ginagawa nya sa boobs ko, medyo rough na ang dating, nararamdaman ko na din ang mga halik nya sa batok ko at dinidikit ang ari niya sa butt ko. Lalo lang lumalim ang paghinga ko at ewan ko ba… pinabayaan ko lang siya. Gusto kong i-enjoy yung pagkakataon tutal may oras pa namang mag-back out kung sakali. It would be so easy syempre may kasama kami sa kuwarto.